Things I know
Tuesday, March 28, 2017
Scratch That Itch!
Saturday, March 18, 2017
Seven Steps to a Great Day
Thursday, March 9, 2017
Things I know: Control Yourself!
Control Yourself!
Last week, I was asked to do something that was not really necessary, and my circumstances that week supplied me with a really strong excuse not to do it, but it was the right thing to do. I forgot about it, and at a time when I could still do it, was told not to worry about it. I said okay, thank you so much, and promptly went on my way. Shortly thereafter, a third party called and pressured me to reconsider. I agreed and got the job done. So here's the real point of my story... my reaction to the third party was annoyance and anger. Not overtly, but privately, I was angry. My thoughts were along the line of "who does she think she is?" and "she is such a pushy person, only thinking of herself". Needless to say, I was feeling very negative, a state of mind I abhor, so I decided to try to look at the third person in a different way. Have you ever tried pulling something very heavy? The first yank doesn't move anything at all...especially if that yank was halfhearted... but if you tighten your grip, steady yourself, and keep at it, eventually you move it just a little. Then a little more, and a little more, and before you know it, you've made some headway. Well, that's how I was feeling. The first thought about her was hardly a change at all. "Well, she just doesn't know how to mind her own business"... then a little better "I don't really think she realizes how pushy she is" and "maybe she was just trying to prevent me from looking bad to others" ... then "this is a silly reason to be so upset"... Well, you get the idea... until finally, I could honestly say I was no longer angry. I don't mean to give the impression that this was a quick and easy feat, in fact, it took me all night. But it worked. And that's my point.
In retrospect, I can see that my anger was really about me feeling a bit guilty for not doing the right thing in the first place, but I would never have seen that in the state I was in. I can also see that this person actually had my back, because she didn't want me to look bad. So... the moral of my story is that we can control how we feel as long as we take control of our thoughts. This is not the first time I've talked about this in my blog, but it was such a strong example in my own life that I just had to share... so control your thoughts, control your life!
Saturday, January 7, 2017
Things I know: State of Mind
State of Mind
Tuesday, December 13, 2016
Embrace the Horror!
When I look back on some of the darkest times of my life, I can see clearly that without those times, some of the brightest days would not have happened. We've all had these experiences... the lay off that led to the wonderful job... the breakup that led to the magical relationship... the failure that led to the discovery. These are the stories of our lives... the pieces that come together to form who we are and who we will be. I have often said "we don't grow from the easy stuff", but what does that actually mean in our everyday lives? I've been doing a lot of soul searching lately, and I've come to realize that at the heart of every negative event is a positive outcome. Even in the death of a loved one, which one could argue would be the darkest of events. My mother passed away some time ago, and although the pain of her loss is still strong, I have since come to know my father as I never did while she was alive. In fact, my father has become a stronger, more vital inspiration to everyone he meets. I said to him recently that I feel like I didn't really know him until my mother died and his answer was that he didn't really know himself until after she died. Imagine that! In addition, my father took it upon himself to "keep the family together" in my mother's absence. He has frequent family dinners, hosts holidays (with us doing the cooking) and takes us all on family vacations each year. This togetherness has lead to a deepening of the relationships between my siblings, the cousins, aunts and uncles. There is a closeness in our family that I believe would never have happened had my mother lived longer. When I think about my life, there are countless examples of negative events leading to positive outcomes.
So, what of these negative events? To be honest, I find it kind of hard to embrace them as good... but I'm trying because when I don't.... when I dwell on it.... when I get stuck in my negative thinking... I delay the positive outcome. The sooner I can wrap my head around the benefit of these negative events, the sooner I can get on with my life and the sooner I can reap the rewards. So in the words of Rockhound in Armageddon... Embrace the Horror!